Saturday, July 18, 2009

Spot The Difference

The theme of today's post is "spot the difference". Some "dieting" tips from a magazine. Look at the before and after pictures. Feel free to click the below pictures to enlarge if necessary.



Apparently this technique, which I think helped someone lose 2.8 cm is featured in a book? (Again, limited knowledge of chinese.) Maybe I should cover up the Before and After and ask you to guess which is which...

From skinny to ... also very skinny!

Cute stickers that my student is getting. *I* never got stickers as cute as these before.

"Umbrella > ula" vending machine!
New heart-shaped coaster I crocheted.


Uploaded on facebook, but worth posting here again. Get your logitech cooling pad now... it's recommended by GOD.
*wail*

Typhoon 8 on a saturday night/sunday morning. Why can't it be Monday, so I don't have to go to work? Or any other day of the week is fine too. Just not through my precious weekend...

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However, I am definitely happier this week. There's so much I want to say but I don't want to blab about my workplace and about people I know publicly... so I'll be vague and say that I understand my ambiguous, disorganized, constantly shifting workplace a bit more (and have determined to put some systems in place to give it some order) and that my colleagues are hilarious and we have a lot of fun laughing at each other.

I also look forward to my new home in 13 days.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Layers

My friend has auto-complete on her phone and she was trying to type "mango" but the phone (which she got in HK) only has 'manho'. LOL LOL

Okay, on a more serious note...

Recent conversations have caused me to reflect on the show we sometimes put on in our early twenties for our parents and peers. "I'm happy, I'm in great social relationships, my career is taking off, I know where I'm going and I have a 10 year plan to show for it." Often it's true, but sometimes it's a lie when life throws you a curve ball, or some fundamental truth you've been holding onto is proven otherwise. We doubt our dreams when are left hanging in the middle of nowhere after graduation. We are forced to re-evaluate ourselves and our relationships.

And we don't admit that we sometimes don't have it all together because we get told, 'you're armed with everything you need to get out there', or 'be grateful you're young to enjoy life' or 'there's so much beyond the horizon'. But how do we get from here to the horizon? What IS the horizon? There are many choices but the choices are almost overwhelming. Or maybe there isn't as many choices as we would have liked.

Cuz the real world isn't friendly. And we want to slink back into the safety of school, carefree living habits and familiar goals. Who needs to think about Finance, Career and Marriage?

This is just a general 'theory' I came up with recently.



For me personally... I admit that I've been in a mad hurry, quickly spreading my roots and tentatively adhering to everything I touched--school, work, church, activities, people. Maybe I wanted to assure my parents and friends, or maybe myself too, that I'll be okay.

I'm not miserable or anything. Just beyond my daily happiness, there is an ebbing feeling deep down that knows I'm not THERE yet.


Random stray orange cat. (Again, why are most cats I see in HK orange?)

This is SOOO CUTE~!!!! (and has nothing to do with this post)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Feeling Guilty Over Down Time

I did absolutely nothing productive today. It's an uneasy feeling.

At the back of my mind, I think there's something important that I should be doing, except I'm not sure what, and staring at my to-do list isn't make me feel any better. I don't even have the urge to make to-do/goal lists; I used to be obsessed with them.

In any case, my mind is not at peace.

Maybe that's why I love stuffing my schedule to the brim, because it helps me get over the negative feelings of not being efficient/productive/maxing out all the resources I have. But I forgot that "change" is emotional stress that I should account for, and leave 'room' for it to avoid overshooting out of my buffer zone. I'd like to compare this to a titration.


I feel guilty for wanting easy times, because I have a dream, and to get to it, there's bound to be hard work involved. There's no way I can let myself take the 'easy way' out.

However, I'm moving into my new place, so that's a positive change. I want my boxes of STUFF!!!

On a random note, they can choose the sex of mammals now. "Chinese scientists have claimed a commercial breakthrough after breeding 10 piglets whose sex was successfully selected before conception, heralding potential higher profits for farmers."


Picture Roll of the Week

Cap to prevent shampoo from getting into your eyes.


The "Modern Toilet" is a restaurant. You sit on toilets (not shown here)
Humidity is often at 80%...

Random newpaper article...

I love the gloominess, emptiness and loneliness of this picture for some odd reason!
That sign reads "Time to be more chocolate!"

Yum green tea muffin with red bean! It's actually REALLY GOOD!